♡ Follow my heartbeat ♡

♡* Follow my heartbeat *♡

at 9:23 PM

I DAMN MOODLESS TODAE.
I cried in 0ffice every m0ment n den.
My Officer d0t i've a flu bt actually i was c0ntr0lling my tears.
Tears g0es on n 0ff.
I feel so damn terrible till i wanted t0 tk half day 0ff bt in da end i still tried t0 c0ntroll till end 0f da dae.

Went straight back after work
I'm really sorri to Jacq f0r nv g0 0ut with her t0dae whereby we alrdy decided t0 ytd.

My heart was so shattered t0dae.
I keepin tinkin shld i 0r shld n0t?
I wanted t0 find a fren t0 t0k t0.
But i'm lazi t0 explain everytink n heartless t0 t0k abt it.

Anyway, everytink was 0kay n0w.
We had a t0k n i guess its s0lved?
H0pefully the pr0mised btw us w0n't be break.
But i'm afraid i'll be the 0ne t0 break 1st.
C0s i've alrdy had tis ATTITUDE of mine f0r s0 l0ng.
Hw t0 change??
When i'm oso lk tis t0 my M0ther.
S0me0ne teaches me plz!

ANYWAY, I'M GOIN TO CREATE TINKS LK "MY BLOG IS ONLY OPEN TO READERS TAT I'VE INVITED!!" OR I'LL BE CHANGING MY BLOG ADDRESS.
I HATE OUTSIDERS TO BE SO K-PO ABT MY LIFE TILL THE EXTENT OF I SHALL NOT MENTION WAD IT IS.
I TINK I'VE DID SMETINK WRONG WHICH IS TO ANYHW GIVE AWAY MY BLOG ADDRESS!!
ANYWAY I WILL CONFIRM INVITE MY DEAR FRENS TO MY BLOG.
BESIDES MY FRENS, OTHERS SHALL GO THRU ME!!

MY BLOG SAYS
ANTI-BITCHES!!
AND
ANTI-OUTSIDERS!!
U HEARD TAT??
IF U'R ONE OF THEM.
JUS FCK OFF.
NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE.
JUS TAT ONE N ONLY HER!!

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 9:15 PM

T0dae's M0ndae lk pass s0 fast.
Was damn bz wit w0rk t0dae =p
but 0f c0s still 0n the d0t i left 0ffice.
N0 OT $ = 6pm sharp GO HOME!! =x

T0dae i b0ught 0ne LG Viewty Ph0ne on9 signing a new plan as my tis plan g0ing t0 end lers.
Actually didnt d0t 0f getting de =="
But i guess i'm kinda itchy hand t0dae
I d0t i can 0rdered it n den cancelled it after tat.
BUT..
END UP CAN'T CANCEL =="
$30 Cancel fees applied after i called Singtel n asked.

So decided nt t0 cancel since my plan is ending s0on.
And most imptly is da f0ne is in PINK~!!! XD
But i cant bear with my N6288.
Its wit me for s0 l0ng.
I've alrdy generate feeling wit it =x
Anyway shall tink abt it.
Maybe pay the $100 instead of trading it =)

Tatas~
0ff t0 my sh0w~

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 3:18 PM

Ytd BBall Match was cancelled!!
And they didnt inform Dear =="
C0s each n every0ne d0t tat every0ne was being inf0rmed.

WTH l0rx
We were alrdy in cab,
And abt t0 leave Admiralty t0 SBW lers.
Luckily Dear called duno-who den n0e the match was postponed t0 06Oct
S0 we lk cab frm Hme n cab t0 hme ==" and wasted $4+ f0r nth.
Stupid uncle dun0 hw t0 gif us disc0unt =x

As f0r t0dae.
R0tting at hme.
Gr0wing mushr0oms.. ==''
MONDAY is here again!! =(

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 2:12 PM

Later g0ing Dear's bball match again at Ys Stadium.
That time make a mistake
The 0ther time is SBW CSC vs Bukit Bat0k CSC =="
This time den is SBW CSC vs Bishan.TPY CSC.
Jiay0us~!!
Jacq be c0ming t0o t0 see.
Bl0g when back =D

26 September 2008, Friday

After w0rk went Wlds Cwp with Jacq.
Went t0 sh0p f0r my neccessaries tinks tat i nd t0 buy first.
We den walk d0wn t0 Rupublic Poly since its 0ur 1st time der. =D

Went in n explore.
A nice sch indeed.
Beside da sch was Admiralty Park
Whereby Dear always say he wan t0 bring me der =="

The entrance t0 g0 further 0f the park was damn dark lahs~
We decided n0t t0 g0 in as its t0o dark n scary =="
But den der's a lill b0i suddenly cycle in.
So i t0ld Jacq t0 f0llow him in.

Alth0ugh standin 0utside was lk tinkin itz a park?
There sh0uldnt be any0ne inside as its t0o dark lers.
But we'r wr0ng.
Quite a number 0f students inside the park enj0yin themselves.
Anyway its t0o dark t0 expl0re anytink inside.
S0 we kind 0f decided t0 c0me during the afternn 0r m0rning instead 0f nite.
But when will we have the chance? =="

Walked all the way back t0 MRT Station and we parted.
Back Hme >.<

Dear finally dun haf t0 b0ok in anymore!!
He's staying 0ut fr0m t0dae 0nwards!!

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 9:45 PM

ERIN'S REVIEW ABOUT FRENS

Alright,

As pr0mised..

I'll d0 my Fren's review t0dae..

And here i am XD

Bef0re i actually start.

Sme 0f th0se pics are taken frm u guys frenster.

Cos i dun haf any pics tat is taken with u guys.

I h0pe u all dun mind me takin ur pics with0ut permission =)

Here i goo >.<

Jacqueline Low

Picture taken years ago.

Known each 0ther f0r 4yrs plus.

At Year 2004 during w0rk.

Whereby she's w0rkin as Pr0m0ter at CK Tangs n i'm a staff there.

We t0k n find tat we click quite well.

And started t0 g0 0ut tgt 0n 0ur same 0ff days.

I've g0t int0 da same ITE as her.

She's in the Higher Nitec n i'm da Nitec.

Then till n0w

Her m0st recent pic.

Still hang 0ut with her as w0rkin under same c0mpany, at different 0ffice but jus abt 10mins walk away. =D

NEXT

She Mei Xiang

Think taken 0n a year ago.

Known her f0r 2yrs plus.

At Year 2006 at M0tor0la Fact0ry.

She's the 0ne t0 t0k t0 me in da 1st place.

She's th0se talkative type =="

Whereby make me chat al0t with her.

Sl0wly we quitted M0t0rola.

Th0ught we w0n't be in c0ntact anymre.

But we actually ended up l0okin f0r jobs tgt!

We hop ard all kinds 0f jobs tgt =="

I h0p she h0p wit me.

C0s at tat time i wasnt quite serious abt w0rkin

S0 da m0ment i'm unhappy with my job.

I HOP =="

Finally one fine day,

I t0ld her t0 settle dwn herself as she nd t0 supp0rt her parents.

And der she g0es..

W0rkin at I.S.O still contacting with each 0ther t0o.

N0t l0ng after,

i j0ined her at I.S.O!!

And there we are..

W0rkin tgt 0nce again.

lols.

Pic taken Year 2007 while w0rk at I.S.O

N0t l0ng after,

I.S.O Closed d0wn.

And she went l0okin f0r jobs tat suits her.

And i went f0r my this current Admin job.

N0w we seld0m meet-ups as she's lk s0 buzi with her w0rk =="

NEXT

Shewyn Hong

Pic taken during ITE Times.

The n0ob nerd me =="

Kn0wn her f0r 3 Years.

At Year 2005 during ITE.

F0rg0tten hw we start t0 kn0w each 0ther also.

She suddenly den hang 0ut wit us frm dun0 when.

N0t v.recent pic. Taken quite l0ng ag0.

After grad,

Mths ltr..

I g0t her in VE with me.

And she became my dwnline.

I'll nv f0rget we dun even have the $ f0r 0ne simple meal at tat time.

We'r s0 pathetic till we have t0 g0 7-11 f0r cup 0f n0odle eating 0utside 7-11 wearing executive wear. =="

We went thru quite al0t during VE.

Seld0m meet t0o n0w.

As usual,

Every0ne was busi now.

NEXT

Bao Wen

Pic taken frm her frenster.

Known her f0r 3 years.

At Year 2005 during ITE.

We kn0w each 0ther by Minting.

C0s Minting is my pri sch fren n her sec sch fren.

Was lk quite concidence tat we actually bel0ngs t0 da same class.

Always hang 0ut with her during ITE Times.

She's a cheerful girl whereby lk t0 make pplz laugh.

Fun t0 be with.

She's changed quite al0t frm ITE till now.

Prettier alot.

H0pe her current bf n her will be tgt 4eva.

They seems so loving. =)

Consider no c0ntact wit her lers.

Xcept tat n0e abt her life thu her bl0g n ph0tos.

NEXT

Tay Min Ting Ev0nne

Pic taken frm her frenster t0o.

She's changed al0t.

Prettier al0t!

Kn0wn her f0r lk Year 1998 till Now!!

10 Years!!

Obviously, i n0e her during Primary Sch Times.

She's my bestie at sch.

After sch i always g0 0ver t0 her hse.

Whereby i still rmb she's n0rmally c0ok me maggi mee.

And i rmb 0nce we act lk we'r in da sal0n actually its jus inside da t0liet.

While we take turns,

She'll be the cust0mer and i'll be the pers0n t0 help her t0 wash hair.

We use real shamp0o t0 wash and..

We lk d0 this f0r quite a number 0f days.

LOLS.

She's da 0ne wh0 teaches me t0 ride bicycle t0o!

I miss th0se days man!

Whereby we'r s0 inn0cent! =D

Parted after i m0ved t0 SBW.

Didnt really c0ntact each 0ther anymre.

Till n0w.

Same t0o..

Only g0t t0 kn0w abt her life thu her bl0g n frenster.

NEXT

Tan Wan Sian Joanna

Tan Siew Kee C0rliss

Their 0wn pic taken frm thier frenster

Kn0wn Wan Sian since Year 2000 for 8years.

Known Siew Kee since Year 2004 for 4years.
Both known during Sec0ndary Sch Times.

Being with them is s0 interesting.

Whereby der's once we g0 catch doggies and burying the dead cat.

Alth0ugh at times we d0 quarrel. =D

But all these memories are unf0rgettable.

I've d0ne with my Review~!! >.<

Shall bl0g tmr abt wads happening t0dae as i'm lazii t0 bl0g anymre =="

Tatas~

Time t0 learn D0ta frm Dear lers =S

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 7:39 PM

I WONDER WHY SOME GUYS DO THIS???!!!
Was on the train way back hme after wrk at peak hrs.
Thats when i saw one malay guy who look so decent.
Like so gentlemen look~!!!
BUT..!!
I WAS TOTALLY WRONG!!!!
He was jus a FAKE DECENT/GENTLEMEN GUY!! =="

Guess wad he did.
I f0und him quite suspious when he was standing near the door l0oking at his hp wit such a weird angle..infront standing a lady.
But i didnt really care much at tat moment cos i cant see wads he d0ing with his hp.

Then when its the nxt st0p,
ppl start to get 0ff but still crowded thou as ppl outside get in t0o.
The guy was smewhere where i can see clearly wad he's doing with his hp!!
Again he caught my attention!!
He was lk acting kinda weird.
He's using his hp in a weird angle again.
Whereby normally ppl w0nt hold it too high n kinda tilt when using hp right?
BUT He's h0lding his hp damn straight.
I l0ok t0wards his directi0n n its DAMN obvious HE'S TAKING PICS OF THE LADY'S BOOBS =="
Was lk WTF l0rx.

I really w0nder wads der nice t0 see.
As the lady was nt wearing l0w cut bl0use =="
Not even the drain 0f the b0obs can be seen norx =x
alth0ugh her b0obs was lk C or B cup~
Wan take als0 take can see drain de mah =x

Wanted t0 walk 0ver t0 the lady n tell her abt the guy man!!
But the train was t0o cr0wded t0 walk 0ver.
And the guy den left s0on at Yishun station =="

I w0nder wad th0se guys are tinking.
Wan t0 see such tink y nt see p0rn better?
Taking pic of ppl's b0obs, u've t0 take da risk.
Wads the p0int?
Smem0re wad tat guy seein was jus NTH =="

Tmr shall update abt wad i've menti0n the last last p0st!
Review abt my frens >.< Frens, dun mind ya.
If i cope ur pics and p0st it at my bl0g rec0mmending u?
If u dun all0w me t0 d0 s0.
Tag me n let me n0e!
I'll respect u =D

Ltr g0ing 0ut meet my HK Hp Buyer lers.
And its a GUY =="
Kinda afraid 0f guys now.
Except f0r th0se i n0e lahs~
Tatas~
G0d bless me ltr =x

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 9:48 PM

Still a v.m0ody M0nday f0r t0dae
Guess i shall slp early after tis =)

I wanted to do a bl0g review maybe b4 this week?
A review abt frens i roughly made n had =D
Its nice lk when i grow old, i'll lo0k back t0 my bl0g n rmb th0se childh0od days i had with no matter is sch mates, w0rkin mates or wh0ever mates ^.^
Shall put it up s0on
ASAP when i'm nt tired =/
I'm feeling slpy n0w =="
0ff t0 my lala land~
Buais~

I can predict smetink bad is happening to me 0nce again.
When will the nightmare ever leave me??!!
I'm left with n0 happy m0ments n0r happy memories frm tat dream.
JUST A TERRIFYING DREAM TAT ALWAYS STAYS IN MY HEART!!!
If once again the nightmare is here, tat'll be the fourth time!!
But i noe Dear will always be beside me no matter wad.

Thks Dear,
Its being the 3rd time the nightmare actually visited me.
But u've nv left me al0ne.
I'll jus pray tat der'll be no m0re 4th time.

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 10:10 PM

Went t0 Yishun Stadium on Sat evening t0 see Dear's bball competition.
Its SBW CSC vs TPY SCS.
Although they've lost.
But failure is part of success jus lk wad Jacq says. =D
Jiay0u for the upc0ming Bball Match~!! >.<

After the match,
Cab t0 yishun n pass Jacq her new spects which i've helped her t0 c0llect.
After tat cab back hme.

T0day went nowhere but CWP in the evening t0 have 0ur breakfast+lunch+dinner at Sakae =="
Den cab back hme again =)

Tmr g0tta be back w0rk again.
W0rk jus sux =/

I'M FINE FOR NOW =)
JUS FEELING KINDA EMO NOWADAYS =/
THANKS MY FRENS WHO STILL CARE N CONCERN ABT ME = )

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 9:59 PM

I'M BACK FOR BLOGGING XD
I noe my laziness is back =x
So will roughly bl0g abt wad happen lately bahs.

First 0f all,
Wanted t0 recommend tis super nice funny sh0w!!
Main Characters are Wilber n Raine Yang!!
N0w the latest esp is 0nly till 2.
I cant wait t0 catch esp 3 man!!
I l0ve the way Raine is in this sh0w!!
She's CUTE and FUNNY!!
Do catch this show.
Highly recommended!!!

Secondly,
I wana bid BYE BYE to MY CURLS HAIR~!!!
I've lk being tinking f0r s0 l0ng if t0 cut 0r reb0nd it =="
And guess did i went f0r reb0nding 0r cut?? =p
Sh0wing my pic of Curl hair..

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And Tatas~!!
My NEW LOOK!!
I'VE CUT MY CURLS AWAY!!

Wonderin y i cut instead of rebond?
C0s the pers0n t0ld me tat my hair is DEAD
If i rebond it, my hair will be m0re w0rse.
Damage + Damagess
S0 i went get sme advices frm here n der n decided n0t t0 rebond.

But i so HATE my curl hair cos its lk not so curl liao so i've make a big decision is to CUT IT!!

Alth0ugh still nt v.perfect straight lk rebond.
Some lil curls are still left behind as i dun wan t0 cut my hair t0o sh0rt.
But 0verall i'm still happier with my current hairstyle den da last curl one =="

This is me with my current hairstyle bt it shows a lil curl below c0s i didnt bl0w my hair to make it straight =p
LAZIINESS AGAIN =x

B0ught a new spects f0r jus $88! XD

Jacq says i lo0k "Si wen" 0ver here with this spects.
Muahaha~

Its time f0r my dreamland~
Tatas~
Update s00n =D

I'M FEELING MOODLESS ALL OF THE SUDDEN.
Was lk being crying t0day cos of him.
I'm tired at times.
Cos i seems to tink differently with him.
Am i too into him?
I guess i shld loose off him abit jus lk he say.
Bt didnt i did??
Maybe not.
Anyone der to hear me out?
I guess NO??
Anyone der when i'm unhappy?
I guess another NO??
No guess.
Its a definetely NO.
NO ONE IS EVER DER FOR ME SINCE I'M WITH HIM.
Guess i've put too much in him.
Maybe everytink in da start was jus my mistake.
Mistakes n Mistakes.. Many many many Mistakes.
I'm alone hme.
I'm always hme alone.
I'm always ALONE.
I only have him.
NO ONE IS HERE EVER when he's out.
I seriously do feel lonely t0o.
But no one will noe.
To him :
Go treasure wad u shld, i'll nv be angry anymre. No matter its pub or wadeva.
Its jus tat i'm stupid to tink u'll 4eva here wit me n i wont b lonely.
Stupid to tink nth else in impt anymore when i've got u.
Stupid to give up my so many mines.
I shall tink it 0ver..
But i guess its too late for everytink now.

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 12:12 AM

Was hme all al0ng~
My weekends =="
Actually Dear did ask me t0 g0 0rchard tgt~
But its me myself who was t0o lazi t0 prepare =x

Dear say wan bring me t0 see Gucci~!!!
He say his fren can get 25% off c0s she's w0rkin at airp0rt der!!
Wed den g0 t0wn see g0t wad designs and the price range~

Only ate KFC f0r the wh0le day =="
Waiting nw at hme f0r Dear t0 daba0 Yishun Prata back!!!
Weet~!!
Wakaka~!!
Im hungry =="
Dear went his fren's m0ther funeral =(
Its lk s0 sudden~
Every0ne must learn t0 treasure th0se ard u!!

Im even lazi till i nv g0 c0llect my new spects t0day =/
Anyway shall c0llect it tmr~

Where's my prata!!
My prata!! >.<
HUNGRY!!!

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 2:12 AM

T0day c0mpany g0t Fire drill practice =="
LAME de l0rx
Cant take lift as they stop the lift frm servicing.
Then was lk every0ne was taking their 0wn swt time walking d0wn t0 the field =="

After w0rk supp0se t0 meet Jacq f0r sh0pping~!!!
BUT i f0rg0t t0 bring extras $$ 0ut in da m0rning as rushing 0ut f0r w0rk =/
S0 ended up Meixiang ask me t0 acc her t0 c0llect her free m0oncake at Carlt0n h0tel.
Was lk WTF =="
Walk frm Marina Sq t0 near Raffles Link.
Den wr0ng H0tel we went!!
Den walk again back t0 Marina Sq n finally f0und da h0tel =="

After tat went Bugis, and b0ught the slippers tat i wanted the 0ther time!! (da other time dey dun haf my size!!)
I've given the pers0n der my number s0 tat if der's repeat st0ck 0f the slipper she can inf0rm me abt it~
BUT wtH?
She didnt inf0rm me =="
Luckily i went t0 visit da sh0p n lo0k f0r the slippers!!
Wee~!! S0 happy can~
I lk FINALLY got a NEW SLIPPERS~!! >.<

After awhile left Bugis and train d0wn t0 AMK t0 meet Shewyn up f0r a lil chitchat while Meixiang headed back hme.
G0t Dear t0 transfer me sme $$ as i've g0t nt m0re den $5 with me in hand =="
Chit chatted and ate supper with Shewyn at nearby's c0ffeesh0p.
Its being quite l0ng since we ever met up lahs~
Then manage t0 catch da last train back hme~

I WANT T0 EITHER REBOND OR CUT AWAY MY BELOW CURLS HAIR~!!!
But i cant bear t0 cut away!!!
Was lk DAMN ALOT can =(
If cut lers, i need t0 wait f0r dun0 hw many d0nkeys yrs f0r it t0 be LONG!!
If i reb0nd it, im afraid my hair will be DAMN Damage~!!
ROAR~!!
WTH sh0uld i d0 with my hair!!! =="

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 9:59 PM

Jus changed da skin
I'm sick n tired of black skins =="
Lazii to bl0g.
Bl0g again tmr ^^
TMR IS FRIDAY~!!!

*C0untd0wn 13 m0re days t0 Dear's stay0ut~!!!

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 11:17 AM

I'm lazi t0 bl0g =="
Shall bl0g when i feel lk t0 maybe tmr? 0r c0ming wkdays bah =P

Change my bl0g s0ng lers~!!
NICE MEANINGFUL SONG frm

言承旭 - 我会很爱很爱你

初次见面就占据我心中
部署星空只为了你等候
每个角落擦肩而过被缘分捉弄
突然相遇在转角的街头
抬头感动我只想对你说
快乐难过不能错过对你的承诺
我不太浪漫
你说很习惯
我的肩膀给你很多安全
感握紧你的手
用全力向天空轻轻呐喊
我会很爱很爱你
一百个世纪
很爱很爱你
没人能代替
未来旅行
Walkman记录着爱情
我的心永远不变

Chorus
我会很爱很爱你
黑夜到黎明
很爱很爱你
四季不休息
打开Walkman 随时就能听见你
Feel My Heart 我最爱最爱的你

突然相遇在转角的街头抬头感动我只想对你说
快乐难过不能错过
对你的承诺
我不太浪漫
你说很习惯
我的肩膀给你很多安全感
握紧你的手
用全力向天空轻轻呐喊

Chorus
我会很爱你
一百个世纪
很爱很爱你
没人能代替
未来旅行
Walkman记录着爱情
我的心永远不变
我会很爱你
黑夜到黎明
很爱很爱你
四季不休息
打开Walkman 随时就能听见你
Feel My Heart
我最爱最爱的你

我会很爱你
一百个世纪
很爱很爱你
没人能代替
未来旅行
Walkman记录着爱情
我的心永远不变我会很爱你
用我的生命
很爱很爱你
你给我勇气快乐寂寞走到幸福那一头
Feel My Heart
我最爱最爱的你

I tink tis s0ng is s0 damn meaningful lahs~!!

*C0untd0wn 21 days m0re t0 Dear's stay0ut~!!! XD

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡

at 11:39 AM

Tmr's Company D&D ==
Means i can't maple tmr =(
Anyway, jus wish me LUCK f0r the Lucky Draw >.<
I need l0ts n l0ts 0f luck tmr~!!!
I wan my advance bday present(air ticket) fr0m WT tmr~!!! =X
Bl0g again tmr if i'm nt tired~
Tatas~

P.S : HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO MY EX-TEACHERS~!! (alth0u they can't see)

*C0untd0wn 23 m0re days t0 Dear's Stay0ut~!!

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡