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at 11:58 PM

Today was hme watching shows all the way.
I dun have any Nightlife anymore (i miss those pasts).
I dun have much frens~
I'M A LIFELESS HUMAN i should say~

Outing today with ws, hl n cor was cancelled again.
Last last sat was cancelled too n postponed till today.
But still......
Our outing doesn't seems to goes on smoothly always.

Sometimes i wonder y those nt attached de frens will only ask nt attached de frens out for shoppin or fun??
Does it means tat ppl whu are attached can't go out with those whu r single?
C'mon lahs~
Dun always tink tat those ppl whu are attached will always stick to their guy.
Ya, maybe i will stick to him.
But i do spare sme time out for my frens too.

So can u girls plz do ask me out too??
I need frens too~!!!!!
KTV~ Shopping~ Outing~ Anytink!
Not only Single U, need frens~!!!!

Some reasons y smetimes i dun feel lk going out at days:
- NO MONEY~!!
- LAZY =.=
- Dun wish to spend $, cos will tend to shop when i'm out. =/
- Going to the same place over n over again.
- On the 1st-3rd day when the mthly tink visited me. =)

P.S : No offence~ Jus wanting to post out wad i'm tinking.

Y ppl tend to tink i'm showing attitude when i'm not?
Tats how my tone is~
When i'm really showing attitude, they doesnt tink it is~
So WTF they'r tinking??

Another tink is, if i'm showing attitude.
IT MEANS I'M ANGRY~!
ITS NOT JUS SHOWING ATTITUDE FOR NTH~
So if i dun show attitude.
Wads call ANGRY???
By SMILING n LAUGHING away to show i'm angry??

I tink i'm born with tone lk tis tat when i'm joking, ppl tink i'm actually not joking.
But showin attitude.
WTF.
BUT BLAME WHO??
I CAN ONLY TELL U
MY MOTHER GIVE BIRTH TO ME.
I'M JUS BORN TO BE LIKE THIS.
Dun lk it?? I can do NTH~

P.S:
I always enjoy those happy moments with u.
Even if its jus laughing tgt while watching shows.
I dun wish any quarrels btw us, bt dun u tink its u who started all this nowadays for lk no reason?
I wish to ans nth more to u cos i'm tired at times tat u keep denial me tat i'm showing u attitude.
So stop asking me to ans ur questions.
When the more u tink i shld ans u when u'r questioning me, the mre tinks get worse.
At times, its betta if one of us being quiet.
Smetimes sme words i said, which i mean it.
U gif me a feeling tat u tink i'm joking.
And lastly when i'm telling u for TIMES, I'M NOT SHOWING MY ATTITUDE! IT MEANS I'M REALLY NOT!
Smetimes i tink u've changed.
U dun seems to be more caring and patient as b4.
I'm sad.. really sad at times.
Do u noe i need u to understand more abt me at times?

xoxo,
...my heart goes on ♡